I love being in love with you my darling love

Friday, February 24, 2012

Only need 48 more likes!!


Come on we only need 48 more likes to get to 250!! Wouldn't you love to be the first to know about our first ever giveaway!!?? Spread the love with women suffering from PCOS and For their spouses, family, and friends that support them!! If you have a friend, family member or your spouse what ever may be suffering from PCOS.. Show them how you support them by spreading the word and liking the facebook page! Reblog, Tweet, Blog, Facebook, and ect about the facebook. We'll have a website soon. It's in process! We have a lot of exciting things happening in the future with fun games, contest and giveaways!!! Show your support and love!
Thanks for Reading
Board Member
Of 1in10 Inc
Aleasha Wheeler
http://www.facebook.com/1in10inc

Sunday, February 19, 2012

1in10 Women have PCOS

Hello my dear lovely readers!! Please take the time to take a few seconds out of your day and go to the facebook link under the 1in10 picture .. Did you know that 1 in 10 women are diagnosed with PCOS a year?? You may know someone that has PCOS.. Or you may have it yourself.. If you'd like to have information at your fingertips and be apart of an amazing organization please like on this facebook page and spread the word of 1in10!! We want to spread the word on PCOS and help anyone with questions!! We have a lot of exciting contest and giveaways coming up soon! Check in on the page to hear more information!! Thanks for your time!! Take care!! 
 

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

An Amazing Valentine's Day!!

Had an amazing day with my Fiance!! Spent the day low key with her and just really soaked up time together.. We turned off our phone and have starting doing this thing where we don't get onto our laptops or phones.. It's nice to just have time for one another and be able to really soak it all up.. You realize with all the electronics and gadgets you get sucked into them quicker than you realize.. And in the end it can cause friction between you and your spouse.. And I'm sure everyone can agree that your spouse is way more important that what's going on online.. I know that's the truth for me.. Anyways.. Back to VDay! We laid in bed snuggling for a long time just talking and holding one another.. Opened up our gifts and snuggled a little more and then watched some great movies with one another and then I cooked a little dinner for the two of us.. And while I was cooking my lovely Fiance took rose petals and spread them all over the dinner trays we eat off of.. And had Battery lit candles lit.. It was so romantic and from the heart! You realize how special little things like that is so amazing and warming to the heart.. I'm one lucky lady to be in love with an amazingly beautifully thoughtful woman!! She is my other half that makes me whole.. I was empty for a long time.. And I couldn't imagine my life without her.. She's my world and reasoning for having a purpose in life!! Anyways I hope all had a great Valentine's Day!! Sorry for being here and there in this blog.. I'm sleepy lol
Aleasha

Friday, February 10, 2012

Finding Peace..

    Today I had a beautiful day with my Fiance Dawn.. We went to lunch together then went to Walmart and went shopping for a few things.. Then.. I got a text from someone really important to me. I was scared to open the text because I know I had done something wrong and hurtful to this person that is very special to me.. I'll never be able to forgive myself.. I don't deserve for this person to forgive me.. We both said some pretty hateful words to one another in the heat of the moment.. I know I didn't mean the hateful words that came out of my mouth.. I hope you can believe me when I say that I am truly sorry.. Every morning when I wake up I could just cry over the fight and everything that happened.. But I have to say to myself that today is a new day and another day to better myself from the horrible night.. I'm just ashamed of myself.. Completely disgusted about it.. About everything... I have to be able to find a way to forgive myself before this person can even think about forgiving me.. That is if they ever forgive me at all.. Maybe a little.. Day by day.. But I don't think completely.. I'm scared that it's always going to shadow us.. How do we get past this.. I'd love to wake up and not feel guilty.. But I feel like a piece of low life shit for not wanting to feel guilty anymore.. What I mean by saying not feeling guilty anymore is for it to all wash away one day like it didn't happen.. But Idk if it'll ever get to this point of it washing away.. But I opened that text.. And I'm really happy I did.. We talked all night and talked things out and I apologized... Not enough but I did.. Holding back tears the entire time.. Wishing I lived in the same zip code, area code, county, or state to say hey I'm driving to you so we can go for a walk.. I wanted to hug this person and cry in each others arms while I beg for forgiveness.. I know I'm not worthy of it.. I can only pray and dream and hope for it.. WHY was I an idiot.. WHY!!??? Anyways.. I know you are reading this.. I hope you are at least.. I look forward to talking to you when you and I get a chance to sit down and talk.. And work up our friendship again.. And go through the journey of TTC together.. And try to get back to where we were.. I know I'd love that more than ANYTHING!! I know not only do I need to gain your trust but your spouses trust and forgiveness as well.. I honestly hope your spouse is reading this with you.. If so.. "Spouse" I'M SO SORRY!!! I'm sorry for hurting your spouse and everything I said and did.. I was stupid and not in the right mind set at the time because I was so tired and stressed due to having someone here that shouldn't of been here.. It wasn't worth losing either one of you.. I can only hope and pray that you both give me a chance to prove that I'm not an ugly person.. Ugly doesn't touch who I am.. Disgustingly stupid.. Scum.. Anyways.. Please forgive me.. I'm sorry.. I hope we can find peace in all this and goof of on skype like we used to.. And what not.. Well I'm going to go to bed.. I love you both dearly.. I always will not matter what may come of this.. Even if you both were to say sorry I can't forgive or forget this.. And I can't continue being your friend.. I'll forever love you both.. Anyways Good Night and God Bless!! 
Love Always 
Aleasha♥♥

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

My life!

My fiance is my love, my life!! Just saying!! Trying out my blogger app for my phone!



Wednesday, February 1, 2012

TTC Lingo..

CD-Cycle Day
AF-Aunt Flo (your period)
TTC-Trying to Conceive
DTD-Doing the Deed
BD-Baby Dancing
BFP-Big Fat Positive
BFN-Big Fat Negative
IVF- In Vitro Fertilization
IUI-Intra-Uterine Insemination

Here ya go this is easier: LOL

Trying To Conceive Abbreviations
((( ))) Hugs
FSH Follicle stimulating hormone
AF Aunt flo (menstruation)
FTTA Fertile thoughts to all
AHI At home insemination
GD Gestational diabetes
AI Artificial insemination
HCG Human chorionic gunadotropin
b/c because
HPT Home pregnancy test
BB Breasts
IF Infertility
BBT Basal body temperature
IVF In vitro fertilization
BCP Birth control pills
LMC Last menstrual cycle
BD Baby dance (sex)
LMP Last menstrual period
BMS Baby making sex
LO Love olympics (sex)
BW Blood work
LP Luteal phase
CD cycle day
LPD Luteal phase defect
CF Cervical fluid M/S Morning sickness
CM Cervical mucus
MC Miscarriage
COW Curse of womanhood (menstruation)
O Ovulation
CP Cervical position
OPK Ovulation predictor kit
D+C Dilation + curettage
P4 Progesterone
DE Donor Egg
PG Pregnant
DPO Days post ovulation
PID Pelvic inflammatory disease
EDD Estimated delivery date
PMS Pre-menstrual syndrome
Endo Endometriosis
SA Semen analysis
EPT Early pregnancy test
TTC Trying to conceive
EWCM Egg white cervical mucus
US Ultrasound
FHR Fetal heart rate
UTI Urinary tract infection