Putnam Hospital sucks..

So I ended up in the hospital.. Not fun.. Never going again.. I do not care if I'm bleeding from every part of my body!! I will NEVER go back! Ok well onto my story and meaning of this blog.. 

 Well on 3-15-12 I went to Danbury CT. to go to court with my lovely fiancee Dawn. Well I have to use a cane as you all may know and they proceeded to say. "Ma'am can you walk through the metal detector without it?" Me "If I could walk through with out it I'd be walking with out it already wouldn't I?" Got a death look. Oh well don't care.. Don't ask stupid questions and I won't call you out! Anyways! I went through only to trip and twist myself on their stupid rug that was right there.. Dawn and a girl we were talking to could literally hear my back pop out.. Not good  seeing I have FIVE herniations.. I literally almost passed out from the pain.. But I kept trucking a long until court was over.. I walked slowly to the car and curled up in the back seat crying to myself with the amount of pain.. (I don't really like to cry in public.) I then came home kept trying to move around cause I knew I'd get stiff if I didn't.. Then I bent over to change and OMG big mistake! I couldn't get up! Well I took 2 lortab 7.5's. Thank god I save them! I usually don't take them unless the pain gets really bad.. And then I took Zanaflex (muscle relaxer) cause I was having wild spasms in my back and neck and put a few patches on and cried myself to sleep.. Woke up the next day.. I could move a little better.. Well I was forcing myself to move like I was.. "Push Through The Pain Wheeler" I kept telling myself.. Well dawn and I went to the grocery store to get a prescription and I said I was going to walk down to my pharmacy to fax a letter for my EMG test.. BIG MISTAKE! Too far too fast.. I walked in and Anthony my pharmacist whom I love dearly ran to me cause I was falling over from pain and didn't realize it until I was in his arms.. I looked at him like why are you holding me? And he said need an ambulance you're white as a ghost! I said no I just need you to fax this for me and he said you bet! So he did that and I walked slowly out to the car where dawn was.. Sat there and started crying.. Realizing I need medical attention and didn't want it! So I ended up going to the ER cause my doctor said to.. Even though I have an appointment for this Monday the 26th.. So I listened like a good girl. I wish I hadn't. They were busy and crazy!! Did X-Ray's and said I needed to see a specialist for one of my medical problems they picked up on the X-Ray.. Mind you I never even saw the doctor until right before I left.. One of my medical problems could turn into Colon Cancer at any point in my life and I was starting to get scared.. I told the P.A. (Physician's Assistant 'who was AMAZING') that my sister had colon cancer at 30 something.. I'm only 3 years from 30 and I knew it was bound to happen.. Colon or Ovarian.. And explained to him why and he agreed. I told him that I was tested by my ob and gi doctors and they told me I'd eventually end up with one or the other or even both.. So the P.A. wanted to admit me to the hospital and I was like ok.. Well he went to talk to the doctor and the doctor told him no because I don't have insurance.. BS right? Ugh this economy and country sucks ass.. So I'm just getting better on my own and taking care of myself better than I was and eating healthier still and working out.. I've never been treated so badly in my life!! And when the doctor came in finally he emotionally beat me up to the point of me crying and the PA hugged me and said I'm so sorry he just said those mean things to you and for me to report him.. So I did today! I hope no one has to go through what I went through for 8 hours.. I came home cried myself to sleep and woke up with a smile and a better attitude on life today.