ARE YOU KIDDEN ME?

So let me start off with Hi I’m Aleasha and I’m a big fat lesbian!!! Oh and guess what so is my fiance!! Well anyways I’m so for everyone being with ANYONE as long as it is REAL LOVE and REAL HAPPINESS! Not just because you don’t want to be lonely or alone! Well I post things on my facebook about LGBT rights and rainbow stuff to show my support for everyone that may be who they are as a human! And my MIL (mother in law) has a dumb ass boyfriend who I went OUT OF MY WAY to be nice to this prick ass bitch! He commented on a post of mine saying “God damn tone it down a fucking bit. You don’t see me posting about how I’m heterosexual alpha Man hear me roar bullshit all over the place jesus” Ok so I was like excuse me if you don’t like something then go about your own damn business and leave me alone. Well my fiance Dawn at dinner tonight told my MIL that George needs to apologize before he even thinks about coming to our wedding and of course her mom was starting to be snooty saying that she’s not getting in the middle.. Well um excuse me if you were a real.. I mean a REAL fucking woman you would say accept my family and my children or we’re not going to happen at all! Nope of course not.. The dick and money from them is more important to her than her own family! So here we are trying to talk to her calmly about it and explain that what he did was wrong and he should apologize. Well than my fiance’s drunk as idiotic piece of shit uncle turned it into a big fight! And of course like my MIL always does.. Aww poor me I’m not ever supposed to be happy my family is going to choice what I should do with my life booo fucking hoo! No one cares who the fuck she’s with but she always puts the assholes before her family! NEVER would I allow ANYONE to treat my child like this.. I would kill them! I guess this makes me a better person Idk.. But let me ask you a question! If I were your child and your bf,husband,wife,friend,or other family member said that about your child would you honestly take up for that person instead of your child? Be honest.. Would you? Oh and take up for the family member that starts the fight in the first place? I’m so over this and it’s so sad cause I know it hurts Dawn. I know it hurts her a lot that her family is the way that they are.. It really breaks my heart! I just think that Dawn and I need to move away from both families.. Meaning mine and hers and just be happy. Obviously both of our families wanna put us down and be against us. Yeah.. We’re totally moving away from family.. We’ll be our OWN family! I’m sorry but I’m raging pissed over this..
Really Pissed
Aleasha

Hello headache...

Oh and hello you lovely migraine that loves to visit me almost everyday! I'm not trying to complain and I'm so sorry if I'm coming off like this.. But can I get a few days and not have a headache.. I've seriously thought about cutting all of my hair off because it's the longest it's been in years! And when I am doing something like cleaning, doing laundry, cooking and ect.. I have a very bad habit of putting my hair up into a tight pony tail.. Why you might ask.. Well my mother, aunts, grandma and ect would put my hair up sooooooooo tight I swear my face would be pulled back lol. So I'm used to it being tight and neat and out of my way. Having you hair up is not healthy for your hair.. So why keep it long anyways? Well I'm getting married in 1 month 1 week and 1 day! I want my hair to be long and flowing.. Now afterwards is a totally different story lol.. 

Anyways.. I always get these horrible headaches, and they always end up being migraines towards the end of the headache. Then I have these symptoms along with my headaches/migraines: pounding, ringing, dizziness, nausea, hot/cold flashes, short blackouts, and sometimes a clammy feeling.. Not a fun thing to deal with.. I know having my hair growing out doesn't help it.. But like I said I want my hair long for when I say I do.. And I like it! But I don't like dealing with this BS! There are some days the headache is just there but I can cope with it and I just ignore it as much as possible.. But when it gets bad don't even whisper to me! Don't like them at all! Like always dealing with many other medical problems and other painful things in my life.. I try to just get used to it.. And ignore them a lot.. I just don't like the side effects I get from them sometimes.. I mean who wants to be dizzy, nauseous, ears ringing, head throbbing, hot/cold flashes, short blackouts (meaning if I move too fast or walk up or down the stairs it sometimes starts getting dark) 

Anyways I think I'm going to close this post.. And try to lay down for a bit.. Oh BTW! I watched Never say Never by Justin Bieber himself lol.. And I will admit I liked it.. And I'm happy for the guy! Way to go JB! lol Ok I feel weird now! Have a nice day everyone! And may all your dreams, wishes, wants, needs, and desires be fulfilled ♥♥♥♥

Thanks for reading

Always,

Aleasha

Raise Your Voice with 1in10 and Fight for PCOS

Hello, I wanna tell you about a nonprofit organization that I am a part of called 1in10inc.1in10inc is to help support women and their loved ones who suffer from PCOS. (Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndrome) We are having a fundraiser to be able to raise money for important necessities such as: pamphlets with information to help all PCOS sufferers, Donating to research for PCOS, Merchandise, Giveaways, Contest Items to win and more. But it takes making money to be able to do those things for our followers, and supporters. The fundraiser ends Sunday May 27th. It would mean a lot if you could help support 1in10inc and spread the word on our Scentsy Party.. All proceeds go to 1in10inc for everything I listed up above. That is why we are doing a fundraiser.. And when you or someone else purchases an item on this fundraiser you can be entered to win the hostess credits!! So please click on this link below and then click on 1in10 (buy from party) and buy something for yourself, mom, sister,or a friend and help 1in10 raise money for the sufferers with PCOS!Thank you for taking the time to read this. Any help would be greatly appreciated! I’ll post the link for the fundraiser page to Scentsy and 1in10inc’s facebook page!

Thank you,
1in10inc Board Member
Aleasha Wheeler

1in10 Scentsy Fundraiser:

https://joshandrhi.scentsy.us/Scentsy/Home

1in10 Facebook:

www.facebook.com/1in10inc

Prepping to become pregnant!

So my fiance and I have been ttc (trying to conceive) since January! We haven't had any luck in getting pregnant yet!!

Anyways I wanted to share about being in a same sex relationship ttc! First off it's extremely hard with no sperm! Trying to find a donor is a stressful process that's for sure!!

Well due to having problems looking for a donor that we liked and felt comfortable with, we were 

 starting to give up and lose faith that it'd ever happen!!

Well something has sparked in us!! First off Dawn was never really into having kids ever! But she is totally in love with the idea of creating a child! And I love her more and more for it!!

TTC is very very stressful, hard, overwhelming but in the same sense exciting!! We now officially have names picked out and we're in love with his/her names! Although we know that we'll probably only end up having just one child. We've picked out a boy and girl name!

Just about every time Dawn and I go anywhere and there is a baby store near by or baby section we automatically head towards the baby section/store! In the past I'd have to beg and drag Dawn to just look with me!

But I think Dawn has been bit by the baby bug! When I would bring it up in the past it wasn't a good idea! Now she's ready to take this next journey with me! I know she's afraid of messing up, not being good enough or being a bad mommy!

And I know for a fact she's going to be an amazing mommy!! Anyways, back to being bitten bye the baby bug! And running to look at baby stuff! Dawn has falling in love with us having a child!

I'm starting to have to pull her away, and beg her not to buy clothes and ect! Well I buckled and let her pick out these two adorable onesies and OMG they are precious!!

And I have to say that it's a very VERY BIG turn on seeing how excited she is about wanting a baby with me!! Haha! Sorry if it's tmi but it's the honest to god truth! I wish she could be the one to get me pregnant!! But a donor will due!

And I have to say these onesies are just absolutely previously adorable! And every time I look at them I get so excited!! And I fall more and more in love with her!! I love thinking about how amazing of a mother she's going to be!! And how big of a support system she is through all of this! I love you darling!

So I'm going to show you guys a picture of our precious onesies! Thank you for reading my post! And please if anyone can spare their prayers and some sticky icky baby dust it'd be very much appreciated!! And everyone is in my prayers and I wish you all sticky baby dust!

Always,

Aleasha

Trying Blogger App

I downloaded the blogger app and I'm pretty excited to use this app!! I just wanted to stop by and share that my fiance and have our official rings!! We'll see how this app does with posting!! Dawns ring is the band! The other is mine! I'm in love with my ring and dawn is in love with hers as well!!! And that's beautiful to me!! I cannot wait to marry her!! She's my soul mate!

Dawns Ring

My Ring

My Ring

My Ring

My Ring

1in10 is having a Scentsy party and you all are invited! Go ahead go!

Do something for yourself while helping others! 1in10 is having a Scentsy Party! Scentsy is a wickless alternative to scented candles. No wick means no flame, no smoke, and no chemicals being released into the air. Scentsy bars are made with a vegetable-based wax and the highest grade fragrance oils available. They offer over 80 different fragrances, and have a warmer and accessories to suit any style. Scentsy is a yummy and safe way to fill your home with fragrance!

The best part? When you order, you will be automatically entered into a drawing to win the Party's Hostess Prize! And, if you're a friend of us on FB, you get an extra entry - just because we love you!

100% of this show's profits are being donated to 1in10! The funds we receive from this party will be used for business cards and merchandise, and to help publish our "PCOS Packets" that we will be distributing to physician's offices to educate women about PCOS!

Check out our invite, and copy and paste the link into your browser's search bar to shop for a cause! Don't forget to look for the 1in10 Party and click "Buy from party" to be entered into the prize drawing!

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Email: info@1-in-10.org


RAISE YOUR VOICE 1in10!!!!
Board Member
Aleasha Wheeler

Annoyed and Hurt all in one.. But that's to be expected!

Ok so.. My fiance and I want to do At Home Insemination from a donor.. Well it has come to my attention that members of my family think negatively on our choices.. Ok well first off.. The reason we are doing AHI (At Home Insemination) from a donor is because well we're a lesbian couple and we're lacking sperm! And everyone knows that IVF is EXPENSIVE! Just because we're doing AHI from a donor doesn't mean we aren't capable of parenting a child!! If you don't want to be there for us and support us then shut your mouth and buzz off! We don't need any negative remarks from anyone! As everyone knows TTC is very hard!! Specially when you have Infertility problems! Well there are some women that can just get looked at and end up PG! SO ANNOYING!! Idk I'm just hurt and pissed that my "OWN FAMILY" is denying my capabilities of parenting a child.. Sorry if the post offends anyone but honestly I do not give a damn! Obviously or I wouldn't be blogging about it! And you can personally kiss my ass and not be involved with Dawn and I's journey!

1in10 Women have PCOS..

Did you know that 1in10inc is about supporting women and their partners through PCOS? What is PCOS? PCOS is Poly Cystic Ovarian Syndome.. Go to http://www.1-in-10.org/Home_Page.html and learn about us! And go to www.facebook.com/1in10inc and like on this page!!! We're so close to 400 likes it's amazing! It feels pretty good to be apart of an amazing sister hood like 1in10inc! So do me a favor and yourself and show some support and learn something new!

Putnam Hospital sucks..

So I ended up in the hospital.. Not fun.. Never going again.. I do not care if I'm bleeding from every part of my body!! I will NEVER go back! Ok well onto my story and meaning of this blog.. 

 Well on 3-15-12 I went to Danbury CT. to go to court with my lovely fiancee Dawn. Well I have to use a cane as you all may know and they proceeded to say. "Ma'am can you walk through the metal detector without it?" Me "If I could walk through with out it I'd be walking with out it already wouldn't I?" Got a death look. Oh well don't care.. Don't ask stupid questions and I won't call you out! Anyways! I went through only to trip and twist myself on their stupid rug that was right there.. Dawn and a girl we were talking to could literally hear my back pop out.. Not good  seeing I have FIVE herniations.. I literally almost passed out from the pain.. But I kept trucking a long until court was over.. I walked slowly to the car and curled up in the back seat crying to myself with the amount of pain.. (I don't really like to cry in public.) I then came home kept trying to move around cause I knew I'd get stiff if I didn't.. Then I bent over to change and OMG big mistake! I couldn't get up! Well I took 2 lortab 7.5's. Thank god I save them! I usually don't take them unless the pain gets really bad.. And then I took Zanaflex (muscle relaxer) cause I was having wild spasms in my back and neck and put a few patches on and cried myself to sleep.. Woke up the next day.. I could move a little better.. Well I was forcing myself to move like I was.. "Push Through The Pain Wheeler" I kept telling myself.. Well dawn and I went to the grocery store to get a prescription and I said I was going to walk down to my pharmacy to fax a letter for my EMG test.. BIG MISTAKE! Too far too fast.. I walked in and Anthony my pharmacist whom I love dearly ran to me cause I was falling over from pain and didn't realize it until I was in his arms.. I looked at him like why are you holding me? And he said need an ambulance you're white as a ghost! I said no I just need you to fax this for me and he said you bet! So he did that and I walked slowly out to the car where dawn was.. Sat there and started crying.. Realizing I need medical attention and didn't want it! So I ended up going to the ER cause my doctor said to.. Even though I have an appointment for this Monday the 26th.. So I listened like a good girl. I wish I hadn't. They were busy and crazy!! Did X-Ray's and said I needed to see a specialist for one of my medical problems they picked up on the X-Ray.. Mind you I never even saw the doctor until right before I left.. One of my medical problems could turn into Colon Cancer at any point in my life and I was starting to get scared.. I told the P.A. (Physician's Assistant 'who was AMAZING') that my sister had colon cancer at 30 something.. I'm only 3 years from 30 and I knew it was bound to happen.. Colon or Ovarian.. And explained to him why and he agreed. I told him that I was tested by my ob and gi doctors and they told me I'd eventually end up with one or the other or even both.. So the P.A. wanted to admit me to the hospital and I was like ok.. Well he went to talk to the doctor and the doctor told him no because I don't have insurance.. BS right? Ugh this economy and country sucks ass.. So I'm just getting better on my own and taking care of myself better than I was and eating healthier still and working out.. I've never been treated so badly in my life!! And when the doctor came in finally he emotionally beat me up to the point of me crying and the PA hugged me and said I'm so sorry he just said those mean things to you and for me to report him.. So I did today! I hope no one has to go through what I went through for 8 hours.. I came home cried myself to sleep and woke up with a smile and a better attitude on life today.

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He has these amazingly delicious shakes that you have to try out!! There are a lot of delicious flavors and I want to share a few with you guys! They are Cafe Latte, Cookies N’ Cream, Dutch Chocolate, French Vanilla, Pina Colada, Wild Berry. And there are seasonal as well right now is Mint Chocolate.

You can get TWO canisters of the shakes for only $90.00 and that price INCLUDES the shipping cost as well! And how amazing is it that TWO canisters will give you two shakes a day for each month!! Plus you also get one meal a day. You can have the shake whenever you want and In whatever order you want as well. If you want the shakes to be a little more filling you can also add a protein mix to it and that keeps you from dealing with unwanted sugars, and gives you more energy..

If you want protein to be added to your shakes as well he has more information for you! So what do you say!!?? I know a lot of us have a desire to be healthier! Right!?!? Well that’s great! Go email Randy Romance at RandyRomanceHealth@gmail.com and GO FOLLOW HIM ON TWITTER @RomanceHealth ! I hope that you guys enjoy his help as much as I have! You guys should definitely check the shakes out and see what you like!

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Thanks for reading!!

Aleasha♥

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Twitter:: @RomanceHealth

Only need 48 more likes!!

Come on we only need 48 more likes to get to 250!! Wouldn't you love to be the first to know about our first ever giveaway!!?? Spread the love with women suffering from PCOS and For their spouses, family, and friends that support them!! If you have a friend, family member or your spouse what ever may be suffering from PCOS.. Show them how you support them by spreading the word and liking the facebook page! Reblog, Tweet, Blog, Facebook, and ect about the facebook. We'll have a website soon. It's in process! We have a lot of exciting things happening in the future with fun games, contest and giveaways!!! Show your support and love!

Thanks for Reading

Board Member

Of 1in10 Inc

Aleasha Wheeler

http://www.facebook.com/1in10inc

1in10 Women have PCOS

www.facebook.com/1in10

Hello my dear lovely readers!! Please take the time to take a few seconds out of your day and go to the facebook link under the 1in10 picture .. Did you know that 1 in 10 women are diagnosed with PCOS a year?? You may know someone that has PCOS.. Or you may have it yourself.. If you'd like to have information at your fingertips and be apart of an amazing organization please like on this facebook page and spread the word of 1in10!! We want to spread the word on PCOS and help anyone with questions!! We have a lot of exciting contest and giveaways coming up soon! Check in on the page to hear more information!! Thanks for your time!! Take care!! 

 

An Amazing Valentine's Day!!

Had an amazing day with my Fiance!! Spent the day low key with her and just really soaked up time together.. We turned off our phone and have starting doing this thing where we don't get onto our laptops or phones.. It's nice to just have time for one another and be able to really soak it all up.. You realize with all the electronics and gadgets you get sucked into them quicker than you realize.. And in the end it can cause friction between you and your spouse.. And I'm sure everyone can agree that your spouse is way more important that what's going on online.. I know that's the truth for me.. Anyways.. Back to VDay! We laid in bed snuggling for a long time just talking and holding one another.. Opened up our gifts and snuggled a little more and then watched some great movies with one another and then I cooked a little dinner for the two of us.. And while I was cooking my lovely Fiance took rose petals and spread them all over the dinner trays we eat off of.. And had Battery lit candles lit.. It was so romantic and from the heart! You realize how special little things like that is so amazing and warming to the heart.. I'm one lucky lady to be in love with an amazingly beautifully thoughtful woman!! She is my other half that makes me whole.. I was empty for a long time.. And I couldn't imagine my life without her.. She's my world and reasoning for having a purpose in life!! Anyways I hope all had a great Valentine's Day!! Sorry for being here and there in this blog.. I'm sleepy lol
Aleasha

Finding Peace..

    Today I had a beautiful day with my Fiance Dawn.. We went to lunch together then went to Walmart and went shopping for a few things.. Then.. I got a text from someone really important to me. I was scared to open the text because I know I had done something wrong and hurtful to this person that is very special to me.. I'll never be able to forgive myself.. I don't deserve for this person to forgive me.. We both said some pretty hateful words to one another in the heat of the moment.. I know I didn't mean the hateful words that came out of my mouth.. I hope you can believe me when I say that I am truly sorry.. Every morning when I wake up I could just cry over the fight and everything that happened.. But I have to say to myself that today is a new day and another day to better myself from the horrible night.. I'm just ashamed of myself.. Completely disgusted about it.. About everything... I have to be able to find a way to forgive myself before this person can even think about forgiving me.. That is if they ever forgive me at all.. Maybe a little.. Day by day.. But I don't think completely.. I'm scared that it's always going to shadow us.. How do we get past this.. I'd love to wake up and not feel guilty.. But I feel like a piece of low life shit for not wanting to feel guilty anymore.. What I mean by saying not feeling guilty anymore is for it to all wash away one day like it didn't happen.. But Idk if it'll ever get to this point of it washing away.. But I opened that text.. And I'm really happy I did.. We talked all night and talked things out and I apologized... Not enough but I did.. Holding back tears the entire time.. Wishing I lived in the same zip code, area code, county, or state to say hey I'm driving to you so we can go for a walk.. I wanted to hug this person and cry in each others arms while I beg for forgiveness.. I know I'm not worthy of it.. I can only pray and dream and hope for it.. WHY was I an idiot.. WHY!!??? Anyways.. I know you are reading this.. I hope you are at least.. I look forward to talking to you when you and I get a chance to sit down and talk.. And work up our friendship again.. And go through the journey of TTC together.. And try to get back to where we were.. I know I'd love that more than ANYTHING!! I know not only do I need to gain your trust but your spouses trust and forgiveness as well.. I honestly hope your spouse is reading this with you.. If so.. "Spouse" I'M SO SORRY!!! I'm sorry for hurting your spouse and everything I said and did.. I was stupid and not in the right mind set at the time because I was so tired and stressed due to having someone here that shouldn't of been here.. It wasn't worth losing either one of you.. I can only hope and pray that you both give me a chance to prove that I'm not an ugly person.. Ugly doesn't touch who I am.. Disgustingly stupid.. Scum.. Anyways.. Please forgive me.. I'm sorry.. I hope we can find peace in all this and goof of on skype like we used to.. And what not.. Well I'm going to go to bed.. I love you both dearly.. I always will not matter what may come of this.. Even if you both were to say sorry I can't forgive or forget this.. And I can't continue being your friend.. I'll forever love you both.. Anyways Good Night and God Bless!! 

Love Always 

Aleasha♥♥

My life!

My fiance is my love, my life!! Just saying!! Trying out my blogger app for my phone!

Parmesan Baked Eggs

Parmesan Baked Eggs

TTC Lingo..

CD-Cycle Day
AF-Aunt Flo (your period)
TTC-Trying to Conceive
DTD-Doing the Deed
BD-Baby Dancing
BFP-Big Fat Positive
BFN-Big Fat Negative
IVF- In Vitro Fertilization
IUI-Intra-Uterine Insemination

Here ya go this is easier: LOL

Trying To Conceive Abbreviations
((( ))) Hugs
FSH Follicle stimulating hormone
AF Aunt flo (menstruation)
FTTA Fertile thoughts to all
AHI At home insemination
GD Gestational diabetes
AI Artificial insemination
HCG Human chorionic gunadotropin
b/c because
HPT Home pregnancy test
BB Breasts
IF Infertility
BBT Basal body temperature
IVF In vitro fertilization
BCP Birth control pills
LMC Last menstrual cycle
BD Baby dance (sex)
LMP Last menstrual period
BMS Baby making sex
LO Love olympics (sex)
BW Blood work
LP Luteal phase
CD cycle day
LPD Luteal phase defect
CF Cervical fluid M/S Morning sickness
CM Cervical mucus
MC Miscarriage
COW Curse of womanhood (menstruation)
O Ovulation
CP Cervical position
OPK Ovulation predictor kit
D+C Dilation + curettage
P4 Progesterone
DE Donor Egg
PG Pregnant
DPO Days post ovulation
PID Pelvic inflammatory disease
EDD Estimated delivery date
PMS Pre-menstrual syndrome
Endo Endometriosis
SA Semen analysis
EPT Early pregnancy test
TTC Trying to conceive
EWCM Egg white cervical mucus
US Ultrasound
FHR Fetal heart rate
UTI Urinary tract infection

Loving my life

I have a pretty amazing fiance.. And I'm pretty lucky!! I've been tracking both of our af's to see where we stand on ovulating.. Pretty neat! I'm addicted to reading about this stuff.. Who would of thought? Anyways I'm going to try to get better at blogging.. I might move my blog though.. If I do I'll post the link.. Not that I have followers lol. Anyways if you run by my blog and like add me. I'd love to make new friends!